Saturday, May 16, 2009
I actually wanted to leave this blog to die, cos i have no motivation at all to update, but I suddenly rmb that two of my idiotic yh frens [who have a nice sense of sarcasm] told me they contaminated my blog, so I came here to see what they did [got a shock] , and decided heck I may as well add a new post here. Rant officially starts now:

Blocks are over and I got back my results. They're not bad, but not good either... I dunno if its really my standard that I score like that, or because I just slack too much/don't put in enough effort or I just don't have a goal for myself. It's like I will tell myself I want to score higher next time, but I don't have a particular urge to do so and I just end up staying the same... I just can't help thinking why I'm even studying all the things I'm studying now, I don't even have a use for it in the future... I feel like everyday I just wait 5 days for the 2 days of weekends

Damn it I seriously cannot stand my CCA anymore. It's full of fake smiles, biasness and politics [not as much as last time but still..]. There are some people I seriously cannot stand anymore and it's driving me nuts. I can't even be bothered to public face in front of them liao... and here they think I'm being emo when I'm actually damn pissed off because of them. It's like there will be someone putting in a lot of effort into a duty, but another person gets recognized for her work instead. Yeah, the other person may have better quality work, but still its the effort that counts what... And another thing. If you want to do a duty, then just do it without complaining lah, some more you asked for it then you start saying oh I'm so stressed, I'm not like you, have time to slack I have a LOT of things to do. please lah a lot of people want that duty but you got it through connections so the least you can do is not to complain and whine about it. I think I need a break from this crap.

ends rant.

On a lighter note, I'm finally 16! ;D Thanks people for your presents and greetings, and 405 for the backwards birthday song hahas! It feels great when people rmb your birthday, esp when those your not close with rmb it too ;D Honk, I still have the can of cat food. It's rotting on my table, we need to go cat hunting!

I NEED to go out and buy stuff, in other words, shopping. My homework file is broken and bursting [plus one of its clamp thing is lost in rubbish land], I need fbts [cos my pe shorts are erm too big and is always on the verge of dropping], shorts [same reason as pe shorts], slippers [this is more of a want but ah wells...], jacket, thumbdrive [to backup my 6yr old computer, i refuse to get a hard drive], wallet, and something else i forgot. Oh and I need moolah for all these. And it will be nice if homework did itself but I guess it still needs me...

I think these few days I've been in a lala-land-mood. Everyday must go down to the quadrangle for assembly then the person in front will shout a command to sing national anthem then at the end of everything she will shout another command so we can go back to class. I don't know why but everytime she shouts something I just have the urge to clap. It's damn spastic, like how everyone is at attention then you see somebody there about to clap. I'm getting aman syndrome.

Finally got a round dice! It's damn cute argh, I should have gotten one more. It somehow always shows a number on top when you roll it [literally] and and and it's ROUND! It looks like some overweight dice it ate too many dots or something so cute! I've only got one though and it's turquoise in colour.